Xbing

断了的弦

2012-01-17T21:25:00.000+08:00

i feel like i've been slacking my ass off these few weeks. i haven't been productive at all, i go to violin lesson unprepared, my study table is still messy as hell, and i haven't made any progress in the warcraft map i'm making. maybe i will start now.

just went to play badminton with awesome people earlier today and enjoyed myself alot. Though i'm not good in badminton at all we had quite a nice bit of stress in all our games and that just makes the game a whole lot more enjoyable. me and my partner CHUA KAI MIN had a lot of chemistry, and it made the game enjoyable too.

anyway, i really feel that it's a shame that secondary school is over. as a primary school kid i was happy to go to secondary school but now i just feel neutral, i don't mind staying longer, yet i know that i am forced to go forward in the fast paced life singaporeans generally lead. there is little time for us to relax, to try, make errors, and learn from them, little time to stop and notice the beauties around us. will this make our lives better? i hope i keep in touch with my friends even when i'm 30+, or better still, keep in touch for my whole life. it'll be quite cool. imagine if you start a company with individual talents and they are all your friends? ok maybe it only happens in movies... but we can try!

after spending 3 weeks pondering and thinking and wondering and asking for opinions i think i have made a choice and i believe it is the right choice. i noticed a trend, when i asked guys for their opinions almost all said NO. wait i think it's all. but when i asked girls most of them said YES. and so this is proof that i am a guy, because i've been saying NO all this while. but i guess such choices are meant to be made myself, because i know the situation for myself the best. and girls probably know how other girls normally think like, so there must be a reason why they said YES. actually i think i know the reason too, but maybe i have been lying to myself all this while? and i think the answer in my head is YES. maybe it is NO, i'm just forcing myself to say YES. but i think it's YES. so let it be YES. i don't know if that's what i want, but i know that that's what's good for me. because if it was NO, i know it will be a suicide mission, where you use a feather to pick a lock.

断了的弦，再怎么连
我的感觉，你已听不见
你的转变，像断掉的弦
再怎么接音都不对
你的改变我能够分辨~
我沉默
你的话也不多
我们之间少了什么不说哎哟~

2011-12-23T23:55:00.002+08:00

maybe, maybe my only escape is to bury myself in work, bury myself in my hobbies, then i will slowly forget. Why is it so hard? Throughout these 10 months (yes, i shall be explicit now since no one visits this blog), there have been several times i said that. but that feeling slowly creeps back each time. will this time be real? i am not sure. hahahahahahha why am i even thinking so much? haha it doesen't help me at all.

and...
while cleaning my house, i came across loads of pri sch stuff, and then i remembered how my pri school classes didn't like me and also (i didn't need to come across anything to remember) how i am not liked in secondary school too. haha, i know i'm irritating and stuffs. over time since i figured that out (last last year), i've been trying to change, bit by bit. i can't say that i have changed, i can't judge myself. but i do hope i treat my friends better now, and i really honestly hope that my good friends, and even best friends treat me like one too, and i am not living off a facade, like i had been.

i know you can't help it. i'll just let it be like i am now and soon i'll never bother you, or be able to bother you again. just give me time.

Clean Clean Clean

2011-12-02T18:47:00.001+08:00

today finally started cleaning the house, haha so behind schedule, but it's alright i guess. at this rate we might do quite abit still. haha, and while taking out the valuable stuff from an old computer... decided to keep this beauty.

yep, hahaaaha kk don't say what nerd or what i know la HAHAHA but it really is cool, at least to me lor. old computers leh! damn, it's really interesting to compare them to the more modern cpu.

hahahah kkkk yeah yeah nerd whatever hahahaha

Flash game no.1

2011-11-28T13:50:00.001+08:00

Yes, i completed my first flash game! hehehe it's quite obvious where is it. although no one comes here, that game'll definitely stay, at least it'll keep myself entertained. it really is quite challenging i must say. and reward goes to people who actually try hard to finish the game... what reward i shan't say.

actually, coding all these stuff actually IS more entertaining than playing rpgs, or any type of games. perhaps only the computer interests me. ugh.

2011-11-27T18:34:00.001+08:00

realised how dumb i was. how naive. what was i doing. was i really blinded? was i in a rage? i don't know. anyway, it's already over, it's time to move on, and anyway that wasn't really a bad thing, it just ended the game early, maybe it's better for me, and maybe even you. in fact, i realised i already knew it was impossible then, i was just kidding myself, just surpressing that feeling. yes, i admit we're completely different people. i failed but at least i tried, and i have time now to forget.

guess i'll have to say

MUSIC AHOY

2011-11-24T15:41:00.000+08:00

WOOOOO HAHAHAHAH OMG I AM SUPER HIGH NOW HAHAHHA YES I CAN HEAR CLEARLY YES FINALLY SINCE PRELIM2 ENDED I HAVE BEEN WITHOUT PROPER HEARING OMG HAHAHAH ALL THE MUISC SOUNDS SO NICE AHAHAHHAHAHAH SORRY THIS IS A SPAM POST BUT YEAH I LIKE HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA

SOMEMORE DURING THE CLEANING PROCESS, SO SHIOK, THE FEELING OF THE WATER PUSHING OUT THE DAMN WAX. SOMEMORE GOT 4 NURSES SURROUNDING ME DURING THE THING HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAA OK I AM RETARDED HAHAHAHAHAH

YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES

24/9/2011

2011-09-24T17:39:00.000+08:00

exactly 1 more month to Olevels. lol. today shall be my last day on the computer, my last day writing my map. shall continue 2 months later. haha. i guess i will miss all these when i'm out there fighting a civil war between myself and my brain.

long time since i've posted in this blog. i had so much to post, but i gave it a miss. guess it's the correct choice. anyway, posting this post will probably make me feel anxious to prepare. but anyway. this is the last day i'll be on the computer. or so i hope.

and finally i hope that this will not be the final post on my blog, that i will update this after O's are over. and i will try not to be so hostile. and try to pass my grade 6 yangqin exam! ok bye!

Hello!

2011-09-09T15:09:00.001+08:00

it has been a really really long time since i last posted on this blog. how much has happened since, i can't really say. i just can say that i finally found myself. haven't been so lame until recently... i also know clearly what my aims are now. yet as i see things more clearly, the cloudier the image of other people get. and although i feel that i have grown closer to many of my close friends in this period, i don't know whether this feeling is just on my side or is it real. haha, that is so pessimistic. of course it is real! no more stuff about this.

i want 60 days to pass quickly. i know it will, but i really can't wait already. i have so much plans on what to do, that listing them here will take too long. and most of them will sound quite weird or not be understood to people. maybe cos i'm a classic.nerd(). see, that was weird right!

don't take me as a punching bag or target just to release your stress. cause i'm human and i'm not exactly what you call nice.

but....
I STILL CAN'T WAIT FOR 14NOV TO COME WOO.

2011-06-26T19:56:00.000+08:00

many people have told me off for this habbit of posting short posts. but i really can't help it. i'd have to either delete my blog, or i would continue posting short posts, and making it a dead blog that no one visits. obviously, i chose the latter. i would love to post long posts, but i bet the long posts i posts will be boring. example: "hey this was quite an exciting weekend for me, i did 2 out of 6 of the oral conversation practices, my dad told me he was interested in buying a motherboard to replace the super old com i have at home. i brushed my teeth 4 times in this weekend. i played about 2 hours of violin." do you need an example 2? no. so actually, this blog is already dead, the short posts i make is more like a "note to self" but if i am fortunate enough to have a few readers who read occasionally then i'd be glad to make longer posts. so, if you read this, tag at the cbox! and i want to thank DanLing for motivating me to make this quite long post of not very useful information and i would also like to thank you in advance if you are reading this.

and also, the O level CL exam is just on thursday, and i am the least prepared for it. omg wtf am i doing i know i am not expecting to use my CL but what if? i should give it a best shot. yet for the last day of holidays, i am here slacking away. what a waste. omg. i need to buck up right now. 4 days away, guess i'll be shuddering infront of the examiner. i can half expect this to happen that day - 阅读篇章：“这天，小明和女朋友一起去酒店。。。” 考官：你的名字是？我：“这天，小明。。。”

2011-06-23T17:25:00.002+08:00

wondering aimlessly around the net. i really really really have no motivation to study. i've done almost all the crap i can do except homework.

2011-06-23T12:33:00.001+08:00

I wish that anyone would just talk to me now.

2011-06-21T16:11:00.001+08:00

the clock's ticking, i'm ticking in front of the computer.

2011-06-20T18:29:00.001+08:00

wtf. problematic people.

2011-06-15T09:21:00.002+08:00

so many dreams, so many aspirations, all building castles in the air. stop dreaming, get back to work.

2011-06-10T19:34:00.000+08:00

after playing around for 30 mins, i finally made my template compatible with IE.this compatability game has to end. they should just he zuo and make things easier for everyone, especially coders, and especially especially the newbies like me :(

2011-06-09T22:45:00.000+08:00

i need a cure for this. it's got to stop, it isn't doing any good and i'm ruining myself. i'm just gonna work hard for olevels already. i'm on my own this time.

2011-06-05T20:03:00.002+08:00

if life had chapters then i'd hope that this chapter would be finished soon. please. i need a new chapter now.

2011-06-03T18:02:00.001+08:00

i don't find meaning in all this anymore.

It's about time

2011-05-27T19:48:00.000+08:00

... to wake up.

2011-05-18T19:53:00.001+08:00

ok maybe i was wrong about you. maybe it's not your fault, maybe you were affected by him. i take back what i said in the previous post? sorry.

fidel castrol was on my side for history, and bonding singapore for SS, and guess... what i managed to passed my combined humans for the 1st ever time in history. omg what an achievement. too bad i think it's come too late. heh but i failed my english. badly.

it's time to let go

2011-05-04T13:58:00.000+08:00

AAAARRRRGGGGHHHHH. sometimes i really feel like starting the war all over again. then i decide not to. it's always just before i push the "post" button. but there's something i won't back down from now.

you're a self centered bitch.

2011-04-30T15:36:00.000+08:00

“因为有你的爱
当我的信念
梦再远也要追
不管前方暗藏着多少危险
一定是蓝天”

Title?

2011-04-24T12:35:00.001+08:00

We need to fall to see how well off we were so that we don't take it for granted.
i've fallen, so everything's just going to get better now!

hehe, i've finally got a workstation capable of recording in stereo! wheee~
wonder how different will things sound in the world of 2 ears, not 1? alot different i hope.

time for me to go and mop up my homework! OH YA AND I GOT CL TEST TMR OMG I FORGOT. OK OK BYEBYE.

+/-

2011-04-23T13:43:00.000+08:00

sometimes everything seems to be against you, and you're being dragged on in life. but we all know, half of the time, we're imagining things, we're being overly suspicious, the real trouble is only half as bad as what we think. Sometimes there isn't any trouble at all. Whatever we feel, whatever we do, life still goes on. Crying, feeling sad won't help, and with a bit of positive thinking, everything changes to become better. i've chosen to stay positive, so please help me.

i know my singing sucks but i just want to go sing K with everyone after prelims. Seriously, even if i break everyone's ears, i will still sing 枫 at least 5 times. i need to get ready for Prelims!!! I haven't even start revising, because i'm still slowly doing the homework i owe due to SYF. but it was worth it, super worth it, not only for the Honours, but i felt CO bond as one.

and i could see you

Let's see. zuo wen, timed compre, 3 geog worksheets? oh and all the revision worksheets. Ah, and chinese test on monday. Ah oh well. time to stop here.

I will purge all the - and :( and >:( and :/ from me, then make all the + and :) and :D and :O and :P replace them.

prosperityprawncracker

2011-04-17T16:42:00.002+08:00

prosperityprawncracker

哇哈哈哈哈哈哈

2011-04-17T12:53:00.000+08:00

很多人现在应该一看到我的华语有多差了吧。
我很想把我的伯克的每个东西都变成华语的，“库”吗？
哈哈！我将会变成华语网民！

我该去做功课了！

哦！还有，还有，我要荣誉金！！！！！！！！！！

我希望，还是我绝望?

2011-04-15T21:51:00.001+08:00

自从我那么觉得后，我的生活时好时坏，但看起来，坏的时候比较多。
我再也感觉不到痛了。
我鼓起勇气，相信你说的话，相信我自己，
打算在尝试。
这将是我最后一次尝试。
但，看来，这尝试已经在失败的道路上了。
我已有心里准备，知道事情会是这样。
我只能傻傻地希望，等待奇迹发生。

枫

2011-04-09T19:11:00.001+08:00

“乌云在我们心里搁下一块阴影
我聆听沉寂已久的心情”

so gonna learn that full song in violin. hehehhe i like the song more than i like _______ already. HAHAHAHAHAHA.

ok ok i go build my wardrobe alr. i think i'm going to practice violin after that. then go sleep! and my weekends will come to an abrubt end soon. it's always like that. :(

everything has came forward, and then back. people will say it has turned one round. i prefer to use one oscillation. ok ok lame i know. so i'm back at the starting point. but the journey's been fruitful.

square 1's not that bad:)

2011-04-07T21:49:00.001+08:00

Ok maybe i will still be posting on this blog. I don't know why but i just feel like posting. the end of the week is finally approaching. i need the rest, as well as time to complete my long list of overdue homework? i haven't been on task this few days. but i've been better, i've been more cheerful, i've been enjoying my school days. although today was quite hectic. I survived it though. and i'm here posting, and as usual, there is no one to watch this post. i guess it'd be better for me to go practice my violin. bye.

HEEEEHEEE don't read! there's nothing here today!:)

Byebye.

2011-04-04T21:59:00.002+08:00

I won't be posting on this blog much from now on. Anyway i think this blog is quite childish, and no one reads it anyway. i'm also going to thank one of my friend here, that guy called Kai Min. He's been visiting this blog quite often just that he doesen't tag. I used to dislike him alot, but only recently did i realise how nice he is. And he's the first guy i told the secret of something very secretive. i'm going to leave my blog in the state it was in a few months back, so blog hoppers will be glad to fill my cbox with their advertisements. sad, aint it.

i know its not possible

200

2011-04-03T12:38:00.000+08:00

This is my 200th post. in a blog thats quite deserted. Please don't get bored reading it.
Yesterday was a really long day. It was so long, i felt it was almost like 2 days, like Friday was very long ago. It started really sad for me though, right when i reached school, i saw my lost yangqin beaters in a totally wrecked condition lying right in the middle of the parade square. Totally spoilt my mood. And then, went for chem remedial. Chem remedial was quite fun, with my tablemate fangquan and kaimin behind. And there was jiaru constantly disturbing me about some stuff, which kind of made my mood not so bad. Chem remedial breezed past, and soon i was in CO. however, soon after i reached CO, was tasked my some people to go and get a yangqin part for a repairman, because i was going there. and so me and the instrument i/c went there by cab, and took my dad's car back to school. and once reached school, have to ask him to drive me and junwen and jiajie to parkway to buy something for candy. Had a rushed but filling lunch of jollibean pancakes there too. so my whole morning was almost filled with car rides. On our return to school, we celebrated candy's birthday for the 1st time of the day by surprising her with the something. Oh and by the way, it was junwen who picked the something. :) After that, CO ended like super fast, but even though it was so short, i still had time to get angry at some people. Haiz, nvm don't care. Ok then after that, things got a lot better. Because everyone need go home, left me and cherylmine to accompany candy on her birthday. so we went to watch this movie. and the i dont know how she pick the movie, end up the movie super cute and nice! haha. and then the movie is something about her also. hahaha. ok, then after that, we went to dhoby ghaut to "eat" dinner with jiajie and kianchang and to celebrate candy's birthday for the 2nd time, but end up cherylmine went home, and only kianchang and candy ate. then we went to the SYCO concert after that. Made junwen and mr. ngboonchai embarassed by shouting their names out loud! haha. The concert was inspiring, i really want to be really good in an instrument now. Then after the concert, we went to macs in T3 to talk. Along the way i was quite unhappy, but it's nothing related to them. It's more of family, i was thinking how my options were always limited by them and stuff. But i decided to compromise so nevermind! I feel so bad for always limiting the options of other people to go out. So at the macs, we celebrated candy's birthday the 3rd and last time, before everyone finally felt tired and decided to go home.

This is my 200th post and it had to be long, and just nice yesterday was a really really long day as we can see from the length of the post, and it was really fun and enjoyable although there were ups and downs. But reading the letter really made my day. I'm so glad i have a friend like you! :)

Eventful week!

2011-03-25T19:47:00.001+08:00

we won the match! finally. our 1st win. :) this week has been eventful! hehe but it was great. i realise i've been posting too much on my blog. like really excessively... the few posts back are so crappish! i've been making crap out of nothing. i realised i have not posted on this blog about CO before. have i? i don't think so, at least for very long. i really hope we can get gold with honours this time round. really. it'll be really good. i know i haven't been working hard towards this SYF, i haven't practiced at home actually. but i guess from now on i'll be working hard for it.

Sigh.

2011-03-24T19:59:00.000+08:00

legs are tired, body is weak, but at least i'm awake now. just came home and finished dinner after intensive soccer training. everyone's tired. i signed in my msn and saw the person online, and double clicked. started typing, but closed it. it's not the time now. i'll have to leave the person alone for now.

guess my picture is really going to be the case. i don't think i'm up to it anyway. and with certain people purposely discouraging me, i don't think its possible too. my results have slipped - incredibly. it's just not the right time. it's just not right, seriously not right. i'll just forget about everything.

tomorrow's the big match. hope we can win this time :) i better not screw up this time.

Go. Stop. Rethink. Turn around.

2011-03-23T21:38:00.001+08:00

this time i think it's real.

History.

2011-03-21T18:33:00.001+08:00

i just looked at my previous blog posts, and i really think i shouldn't have added back my archives! but ah, the memories it brings back. i hope i have changed since then, cause when i look back i feel ashamed of the posts. but its ok if i haven't, i just want to be friendlier and not find enemies in everyone. i know i have a lot of flaws, that goes without saying. i just hope to find it easier to talk to people. haiz.

Academic History.

my History got 8/24. as expected, its a single digit. its ok, as i didn't work hard for it. and i know if i had worked hard the score won't change much too. SS should be a single digit too, which means my combined humanities will be F9 again. sometimes i wonder am i really a student, having this sort of attitude towards subject i don't like. maybe i should put more effort in. but working hard doesen't seem to help. sigh.

MY GUY FRIEND

2011-03-20T22:57:00.001+08:00

hi! today is sunday. today is 20/3/2011. this is going to be a very boring blog post. because i am going to talk about my good friend. boring right. haiyo. actually, i also got nothing to say about him. Ok his name is called Candy. err he is talking to me right now! haha. oh and he is super awesome. i dont know la, why i posting about him. make me sound so gay! hahahaha. erm, oh, and he is a super good friend because he always listens! like really. when i have any troubles, i can always rant about it to him! so nice... hehe. oh ya, i recently know his secret... that he is actually a guy... i not supposed tell anyone... erm... OOPS i think i just contradicted myself. HAHAHA. ok i very tired alr! i really dont know what to write about him. oh. have. really look forward to seeing him! hahahahahhaha. ok byebye!

FRIENDS

2011-03-18T23:08:00.000+08:00

hi! why does my blog looks so emo? i think because i only post about stuff that makes me unhappy... so from today on i shall be posting about happy things! Lets start with today. Ok i know today is not the best of the best outings, and i think it was boring for most of you, but then, i think it was something good! at least, we spent time together. Somemore, i think the main cause of boredom is me! sometimes i really dont know what to say! but its ok, i will try! :)

Sensitivity.

2011-03-17T22:24:00.000+08:00

some people are just too sensitive. little bit said, and so much reaction has occur. i didnt know you will even read the post. if thats how you feel, then just continue to feel that way. i have a very neutral stand on this. youre still a classmate to me. i have not gone back on what i said that night. i just posted some post, and youre so sensitive you have to comment on it, its ok. be that way.

and i just realised.

2011-03-17T13:47:00.001+08:00

looking back at last year, i did many regretful things. Too many of them to say much here. I had another nightmare again. This time i wont describe it here. anyway, no one really reads this blog now. I dont really know why i always have regrets when i look back. At the time when things are happening, it all seems so well and justified. its only when you look back at in, then you really feel that its such a waste of time. and no, i am not talking about the september incident. that is a totally different case, and though i dont continue now, i think you deserve it. Not that i dont want to become friends with you again, but i will never trust you again, so there is no point. totally no point. i like things the way there are now.

2011-03-14T15:33:00.001+08:00

2011-03-13T12:17:00.002+08:00

Hi this is Xiangbing's friend and yes you might not know me but ah well who cares you will still be reading this anyway! So, like you guys, I am feeling very very very bored now and I am here helping this guy to update his blog! Anyway, I have signed up for the ssp program! See, I'm such a good boy right!

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2011-03-12T22:47:00.001+08:00

2011-03-05T15:09:00.000+08:00

i deserve a big wack on the head. not studying + doing some really stupid things without thinking. haiz. and posting on a dead blog. this is more like my personal diary...

2011-03-02T21:30:00.000+08:00

i had a really bad dream. it was more than a nightmare. it kind of showed what person i am. i found out through some fate thing that person A was going to kill person B(not going to name them), and then it was in school. All went well, but i was nervous throughout. then, after the last lesson, A started to play with B. The playing got more and more violent. Instead of stopping them, I turned around and ran away. It was when i realised i didnt help them, that i turned around, and saw blood, and i woke up. this just shows how selfish i am. for fear of dying? for fear of watching the murder? i dont know. i just know i betrayed myself doing that. Nightmare, indeed.

2011-02-28T17:56:00.001+08:00

life is like a box of choclates; you never know when you are going to get something sweet.

2011-01-21T20:23:00.001+08:00

new beginning

2010-11-21T18:39:00.001+08:00

will commence world editing once job attachment finishes. then, i will be The Crazed Editor again!

2010-10-28T12:56:00.001+08:00

shut up.

2010-10-27T21:10:00.001+08:00

why did you have to become like this.

2010-10-16T19:08:00.000+08:00

wtf man. slap my mouth. gah! should stop joking about some stuff alr.
sorry man. you wont read this, but. sorry. really. im damn guilty. words cant express anything, only actions can show that someone is truly sorry, but i cant do anything to help. this adds to the guilt... TSK.

2010-10-03T19:59:00.000+08:00

Lurid happenings!

2010-09-28T21:28:00.000+08:00

Im sanguine. Exams are just exams. living as a better person. // You should really stop being so elusive with yourself and us, and stop frustrating all of us. seriously. stop being so squeamish about everything. Sporadically, you are nice, but as i said, its sporadically, stop making "lurid" quips and thinking its very amusing when its not. stop trying to act like the hero.

我真的很想用华语在伯克上写。

2010-09-21T18:01:00.001+08:00

大家！你们知道吗？伯克更新！我的伯克很精彩吧，很多人来读对不对？我现在跟你们说，请别在我伯克上骂我，要骂我就真人面对面，别在这里骂我。小明！你这死笨蛋，只会相信你的中焦，被他盲目了！我是要去有女孩子的郊游，不要去男孩子的。去了，你还要怪其他同学不会读你所要的，还理直气壮地包庇你自己的缩微，到今天你还不知道你错在哪里。大家，记得别在我伯克骂我，记得啊！

啊？你说我在我伯克骂人？度清楚一点，我说了别在我的伯克骂我，我没说我不能骂你，你真的不会读东西，真的不会。我真的不知道你是如何和小丽在一起的，这一点点小事都不会。

-灵感来之大屁股

对不起我不能原谅你，其实我从七月起已经开始忍你了，设你没有发现到而已。

2010-09-17T22:59:00.002+08:00

made a new picture...

2010-09-10T15:22:00.001+08:00

holidays are ending soon, exams are coming soon too. actually im quite happy that they are actually coming soon. so there is actually a sense of relaxation after it is over? 15oct!

a little perculiar vid here =D Freeze got pwned.

2010-09-04T14:50:00.001+08:00

yay blog hoppers are attacking again... anw, i hope i dont retain. z.

2010-08-26T19:24:00.000+08:00

我爱他轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
曾为他相信明天就是未来
情节有多坏都不肯醒来

我爱他跌跌撞撞到绝望
我的心深深伤过却不会忘
我和他不再属于这个地方
最初的天堂最重的荒唐

2010-08-25T19:09:00.001+08:00

. . .... . . .. . .... . . .... . . .. . .... . . .... . . .. . .... . . .... . . .. . .... . . .... . . .. . .... . . .... . . .. . .... . . .... . . .. . .... . . .... . . .. . .... . . .... . . .. . .... . . .... . . .. . .... . . .... . . .. . .... . . .... . . .. . .... . . .... . . .. . .... . . .... . . .. . .... . . .... . . .. . .... . . .... . . .. . .... . . .... . . .. . .... . . .... . . .. . .... . . .... . . .. . .... . . .... . . .. . .... . . .... . . .. . .... . . .... . . .. . .... this is not a code =D

haha no one will ever be able to decipher that code..

2010-08-22T18:44:00.001+08:00

yay... homework: 0% done

2010-08-21T17:27:00.000+08:00

random.

my 1st: i still feel in debt to you, for not telling you anything, for ignoring you. and we have NOT gone out togeter before. this was a mistake. i recently had the chance to make it up but i didnt for fear that i might hurt you again. i hope he will treat you well.

my 2nd: you always felt that you had not enough. anything and everything that was wrong, was attributed to me. you talked bad stuff about me to all your friends. when i ended it you basically defamed me. when i gave you the f-ing dog you told me in the face that you didn't buy one for me because you thought i wouldn't buy one. when i went out with you, you always ate slowly, to hold me back. then i always went home by 5. and you complained to everyone about it. if you didn't eat slowly, we would have more time to spend together. you tell others when we're together im speechless and emotionless, but what could you say, other than the 3 f-ing phrases?

2010-08-16T18:07:00.001+08:00

starting C++ again. well, so far i can only make bullshit programs...

2010-08-14T12:16:00.001+08:00

going to be dead from now on. anyway it WAS dead already...

Retail Rage - Center Closed During G20 Protests, Guy Has Meltdown

2010-08-03T19:31:00.000+08:00

ah, why do i always only wake up and realise ONLY when you are taken... why... WHYYYYYYYYY WHY ARE YOU CLOSED!!! WHY ARE YOU CLOSING UR DOORS!

2010-07-21T21:05:00.001+08:00

ah, the wonderful past...

2010-07-19T18:27:00.000+08:00

the party and learning is over, now is time to concentrate on the exams which are coming in erm, 9 more weeks...

2010-07-17T20:45:00.001+08:00

ah. long weekend...

2010-07-13T21:28:00.001+08:00

ahh... i think im a douche bag.

2010-07-11T18:40:00.002+08:00

ahh... i must be dying soon... i started being sick on last Sunday and it lasted through the week, and now it looks like its getting worse??? like wtf. im going to die...

2010-07-08T21:35:00.001+08:00

AHHH! C PROGRAMMING LANGUAGE! DUN LET CHINESE CORRUPT MY MIND

2010-07-07T21:23:00.001+08:00

ahhh. i feel damn sick now. sigh. so dizzy

2010-07-06T20:30:00.000+08:00

argh... today sucked, maybe because of my cold. ahh. the teacher got damn pissed of at me cuz i was so damn blur lol. sigh. tmr still have some service learning crap...

2010-07-05T21:27:00.001+08:00

i just have 5 mins to spend on the computer. and this... this... connection is great! its great!!! i have to wait like, an amazingly short time of 7 mins to get to my blogger or facebook! its great! could god please make those submarine wires come back in 3 days...

2010-07-05T12:52:00.000+08:00

argh. holiday hmwk sucks. im actually doing holiday hmwk!!! during a holiday somemore. youth day. ouch. history sucks.

2010-07-03T22:22:00.001+08:00

sigh. life sucks. my vJass code is not working. again. sigh. im falling sick.bye~ im off to the universe of sleeping~~~

2010-07-01T21:48:00.001+08:00

tmr is amath test. CHIONG vJASS CS2D TRIGGER!!! =DD dont care.

2010-06-26T23:29:00.001+08:00

im being pwned by my violin...

2010-06-25T22:13:00.000+08:00

ahh... its the end, end, end, start. end of co camp(izzit really a camp? lol). end of school holidays. end of class chalet... and start of school. its finally here. Good News! hahahahahahahhahahahahaha sadistic teacher... but i think will be quite fun leh, next term, cuz i will be busy doing hw that is still rotting in my bag? haiz. anyway, co was quite fun actually. maybe even more fun than class chalet. well... at least 2nd day and 3rd day was better cuz no one to spoil my mood. that person probably got scolded by muthu for sulking at him and threw curry at him/her...

haiz, to those who understand, im patching up my vJASS now...

--
function CS2D_Initialize_Player_Group_Action takes nothing returns nothing
    local location CS2D_Spawn_Location = ( GetRandomLocInRect ( gg_rct_CS2D_Area ) )
    call CreateUnitAtLoc ( GetEnumPlayer(), '0001', CS2D_Spawn_Location, bj_UNIT_FACING )
    call SetCameraTargetControllerNoZForPlayer(GetEnumPlayer(), GetLastCreatedUnit(), 0, 0, false)
    call SelectUnitForPlayerSingle ( GetLastCreatedUnit(), GetEnumPlayer())
    set CS2D_Player[GetPlayerId(GetEnumPlayer())] = GetLastCreatedUnit()
    call RemoveLocation ( CS2D_Spawn_Location )
    call FogModifierStart ( CS2D_Fog_Modifier[GetConvertedPlayerId(GetEnumPlayer())] )
    set Gun_Damage[GetPlayerId(GetEnumPlayer())] = 10.00
endfunction
--

ITS THIS STUPID VJASS FUNCTION THAT KEEPS FAILING TO WORK... come on la... why GetLastCreatedUnit() cannot work??????????

2010-06-21T20:07:00.001+08:00

function CS2D_Initialize_Conditions takes nothing returns boolean
    if ( not ( udg_Minigame_Code == 2 ) ) then
        return false
    endif
    return true
endfunction

function CS2D_Initialize_Player_Group_Action takes nothing returns nothing
    local location CS2D_Spawn_Location = ( GetRandomLocInRect ( gg_rct_CS2D_Area ) )
    call CreateUnitAtLoc ( GetEnumPlayer(), 0001, CS2D_Spawn_Location, bj_UNIT_FACING )
    call RemoveLocation ( CS2D_Spawn_Location )
    call FogModifierStart (CS2D_Fog_Modifier[GetConvertedPlayerId(GetEnumPlayer())])
endfunction

function CS2D_Initialize_Actions takes nothing returns nothing
    set udg_Minigame_Code = 0
    call ForForce ( udg_Players_Playing, function CS2D_Initialize_Player_Group_Action )
endfunction

//===========================================================================
function InitTrig_CS2D_Initialize takes nothing returns nothing
    set gg_trg_CS2D_Initialize = CreateTrigger( )
    call TriggerRegisterTimerEventPeriodic ( gg_trg_CS2D_Initialize, 2.00 )
    call TriggerAddCondition ( gg_trg_CS2D_Initialize, Condition ( function CS2D_Initialize_Conditions ) )
    call TriggerAddAction( gg_trg_CS2D_Initialize, function CS2D_Initialize_Actions )
endfunction

2010-06-20T00:34:00.003+08:00

haiz. few more days until i need to go co camp and that marks the end of the holidays... and the end of my free time to map edit =.= call me a geek or a nerd if you want.. but. hehe i think map editing is a game thats more fun than playing a game itself. haiz. i wan sleep before 1am...

2010-06-17T13:11:00.000+08:00

what izzit about short posts, huh? wan fight ar. twitter sucks.
...
who knows how to find something to do from nothing? yay..... oh. ya. holiday homework. why am i not doing holiday homework? because, everytime i start doing homework, i would feel like playing computer games. but when i am on the computer, which is right now, i dont even know what to do. yep. map edit. so what if i map edit. doing everything has issues. yet i dont wish for school to reopen.i would rather rot here. or maybe not. maybe if school is part of my life at least i learn something. not like now. learning things i should not, registering information i should not.
...

Dont read unless you are confident you can read this and still think that i am sane...

eh why holidays run so fast de arh. its already almost the last week of holidays. and my last week is filled with activities (which i dont like, obviously) and then still got holiday homework haven do and then i map editing like some goondoo. then the map sucks leh.... sian right. sian right. sian right. sian right. sian right. then haha me and rk keep reading last time the stuff, then ah. i was reminded of the past. =.= ... things that happened in january and things that happened in march. ahh. it kinda sucks to read those stuff over but actually it gave new insights! i realised in january i argued with rk cuz his brother took away both 7300LE and 9600GT graphics card from his computer, Dell Dimension, just because he won him in ysflight. i also realised that in march we fought in cs everyday and spoilt my Xpress 200 graphics card as a result, and a computer with HD4350 had to be bought instead. most might find this post boring and making no sense, but it does to some. Things are sometimes not what you perceive it to be even if you saw it with your own eyes. So what if you saw it with your own eyes? You cant read a person's mind right? Thats why my Xpress 200 graphics card was too lousy and spoilt. And 7300LE went to another computer and didnt come back to Dell Dimension 9150 ever again. Even though Dell Dimension 9150 has 9600GT now, 7300LE is still important to Dell Dimension 9150.

2010-06-05T17:52:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA. I DIDNT EXPECT WHAT I DREAMNT OF ON WEDNESDAY WOULD COME TRUE SO FAST. i didnt even expect it to come true. hahahahahaha. perhaps it was my stupidity. my carelessness. ill nvr be the "zhang wuji" again. no.

2010-06-01T23:34:00.001+08:00

wah today i tio dao bad bad sia. hehehe no one will understand that. anyway. heh. i love photoshop.

2010-05-29T21:38:00.000+08:00

things that are old will remain old. just like my love for yuri's revenge.

2010-05-28T21:00:00.001+08:00

yaaaaay. PARTY!

2010-05-27T23:59:00.001+08:00

woot. going 0000 le... wah i damn sian... not everything's been working well leh.

2010-05-26T21:08:00.001+08:00

my blog is so dead.

2010-05-23T20:54:00.000+08:00

went to navy open house today... lol queued more than explored.... 3 years ago the open house rocked. now its like. ok only... YAY TMR IS MONDAYYYYYY

2010-05-19T19:38:00.000+08:00

today i went to CO! finally. nvr pon alr leh... i think quite sian but actually i can see that the conductor was damn pissed at us... his anticipation for us is quite high but we always fail to achieve it... sigh anyway tmr normal school starts...

you never listen.

2010-05-15T22:40:00.001+08:00

i feel like i have got myself back....

2010-05-15T14:44:00.001+08:00

lol wtf now im addicted to this old C&C game yuri's revenge......

2010-05-14T07:57:00.000+08:00

yo! in a moment i will be going to rk's house!!! can sit italian chair leh... and i think no one comes to my blog now..... =( but its ok this is more like my personal dairy... looking back at the previous posts... i realised i was blinded... only now then i realise... it was too late. i didn't retaliate in the past. i am not doing so now. i just came to realise how blinded i was. seriously. maybe it was because i was trying to escape from reality?

2010-05-07T13:35:00.001+08:00

i saw a damn bloody nice F-15SG flying today... the engine sound very different from F-5 and F-16... haha. next time i will be flying one of them =D... yeah right.. i cant even do a simple log question...

2010-05-06T14:15:00.002+08:00

UNCLE!!一年有一千八百四十九亿三百四十五万六千秒

2010-04-28T20:34:00.001+08:00

i do not know why am i still here blogging away. i should be burying myself in my textbook. i should be doing my best for mid year exam.but i am not. here i am rotting away. playing games. watching tv non-stop. why. almost every subject seems to be failing for me. even maths can fail me anytime. so is chemistry. i dont even know i can pass english or not. is it really true that we walk in to an english paper preparing to fail? or are we just too lazy to try? are we up there to judge people? are we supposed to judge people?

many things happened... you've had my share and i've had my share. but you did not change. thanks. actually even thanks cannot express how grateful and happy and delighted i am ok.

2010-04-26T20:48:00.001+08:00

sigh. im sick. and tmr napfa.. aiya. dunnid run le la... sian... nao my mum scolding me for using the com

2010-04-20T20:28:00.000+08:00

life rocks ok...

2010-04-19T17:48:00.002+08:00

HAPPPY FACEEEEEEEE. i have no problem with going to school now. i have no problem with anything now. =DDDDDDD ok friday really changed my life ok.

2010-04-16T22:45:00.001+08:00

kc you rock ok. and happy early 1h 15mins bdae Jun Wen!!i wan go sleep le...

2010-04-10T20:47:00.001+08:00

sigh.

2010-04-05T21:36:00.001+08:00

if you want a real time MMORPG with results that you can enjoy for your whole life then take up a musical instrument.